Penang , here i come!!!

Alasssssssssss.........time to fly. Just a few more hours and i will be resting on my cozy lumpy Penang made bed.. :)) Wish you guys happy chinese OX year!!! see ya ..



- sleep deprived IVY-

-Emo remarks -

Nothing much to say apart from my coming psychiatric exams due this coming thurs. I am manically staying up late trying to study (but failed as a result from poor concentration and attention) with the next morning wake-up depressive mood going to school. Psychomotor agitation and irritability commenced throughout the day leaving me with my energy drained out resulting in a blunted affect and mutism at the end of the day. I hate to say this but my hallucination of CNY celebration and delusion of receiving many angpow $$$ (able to grab 10 MNG clothes) is obessively occupying my preception and thoughts. My compulsive action of enjoying (even tho exam is coming) is way out of control . The only therapy i badly need is a temporary abstinence from an exam state. ... I longed for my holidays ... :(


- emo IVY in a manic state-

GIRL's DILEMMA

Have u ever encounter when an up most important event is approaching, you ran out of ideas on what to wear for the event, how to manipulate ur hair and how to look good and young... This is D fickle minded problem that i alwiz encounter ... which alwiz result in undesired outcome from it...

Well, currently after my hectic exam and post-exam stress... i turn myself to this problem --> preparation for chinese new year celebration. The first thing that popped into my mind was how would my hair be like??? Currently i have straight brownish dull-looking shoulder length hair which coupled with a thin , alopecic looking fringe that annoyed both my visual fields. So.. any great touch up ideas??? I was hoping to get my hair dyed or curl.. but my hair is too short for that account especially the curling thingy... so i guess a simple hair trim will do.. but wait.. what hair style now.. i've tried rihanna's short bob style, cleopetra wanna-be style, .. and now wat... britney's shaving bald style eh??? No way!!! since i am left with no ideas... let the stylist decide!!!

Second issue here is bout clothes clothes clothes.. what shud i wear for CNY??? a bright red sexy curve cheongsam...??? i wish Kuching sold more cheongsams which fits me... to no avail.. i fail to find the Miss Right after so many years on the road... anyway... i leave my choice of clothes to the MNG and Padini department since they are having tremendous earthquake sales now...

oh well.. really looking forward for this coming CNY. but then another part of me is lurking around the post-exam stress which i fear might spoilt the CNY mood.. well.. before i forget i like to wish all my frens a happy chinese "cow" year!!! Mooooooo..... enjoy ur hols!!!

-ivy- the grumpy lame girl as alwiz :)

PRE-RESOLUTION CONFESSION

Aiks.. a bit too late to welcome the year 2009 in my blog. Its already the 8th day of this new year. Sorry guys.. coz i was having my exam. Just finished today- as usual postexam syndrome : )

In order to welcome this brand new year, i would just like to share some recollection of events or confession of problems that occur last year in my life.

Life was pretty smooth in the year of rat except for some unforeseen events :

1.celebrated my 6th bbday
- For the first time with my darl and my coursemates.

2. went to 4 different posting rotations
- traveled to two places in Sarawak for my postings

3. went to Taiwan for my elective postings


4. procrastination getting worse
- every time in a last minute preparation for exam

5. not growing fatter
- some people say i am too thin.. i shud get fat this year!!!

6. looking old (for sure) and mature (doubt it :)

7. bilateral round big swollen black eye bags
- secondary to sleeping very late at night
8. cut my hair short
- after such a long time ...since primary school

9. memory getting lousier
- pre-senile dementia i guess...

10. addicted to internet / tvb series

Oh well.. the list keep coming when i recollected my thoughts. Anyway.. this is important as one hope to change to the better.

This year resolutions are:

1. TO STOP PROCRASTINATION
2. TO STOP PROCRASTINATION
3. TO STOP PROCRASTINATION

hehe.. sounded like a drug addict or alcohol dependency problem.

For this year, the main resolution to hope for is to stop procrastination. Its time for me to learn from this exam, and turn into a big fresh greenly leaf. I would organized myself well and not let external factors or stimuli to impair my determination.

ultimately is to improve my personality and be confident with myself.

This new year celebration was not a memorable one as i had to spend it with some wise men , namely ; Davidson, Talley, McCleod and etc. (basically with my dear medical books as i will be having my exam)


All in all.. time flies really fast and hereby, wish u guys a happy belated 2009 new year.

Hopefully time goes, life grows!

- Ivy lim-