-SERENDIPITY -

i just wonder why i din come across such beautiful word.. i came to know this meaningful word only from one of tvb latest hot drama 'gem of life'. And i realized my life is exactly potrayed by just one word S-E-R-E-N-D-I-P-I-T-Y. What it exactly means is that the ability to make happy discoveries by accident. The word was coined by Horace Walpole 1754, after the fairy tale ‘The Three Princes of Serendip’. Serendip is an archaic name for Sri Lanka.

By just admiring the meaning of the word, my consciousness faded into my past, rewinding every important agenda that happens in my life and began to discover the beautyof my life that was portrayed by this divine word i shall say.

Lets just take an example, before coming to the land of hornbills, I never could have imagine that i would step foot on the east of Malaysia. To sound worse, i did not know the existance of Kuching town, and i tot it was all jungle , rivers and CROCODILES in Sarawak. Anyway, when i landed on this place, i found many happy surprises that are now part and parcel of my life
1. my darl
2. my wonderful housemates
3. my helpful coursemates
4. Kuching cleanliness and safety (relatively to penang of course)
5. Many green trees around (seldom to see in pg)
6. Clear blue sky with fluffy clouds during the evening
7. Got my old troublesome "junk" for a cheap price
8. Got a nice house to stay
9. Got my first taste of Sarawakians' proud product "Kolo mee"
10. ................ the list keeps going..

So u see... life is really unpredictable. No doubt one will not alwiz stumble upon happy discoveries... but if u do... make sure u understand the meaning of it.. and appreciate the things that u discover...

well.. the meaning is yet for u to appreciate!... i am so tired.. I actually continued this piece of writing one month apart. Anyway i hope u guys understand what i mean.. ; )

tata

-ivy-

Love story for a vampire?? hmm.. sounds... sexy yea?? i've watched d trailer and comments from other frens who watched the movie.. some initially hated it , began to like it.. and some like it , began to like it even more.. hmm.. sounded like the kinda movie a gal wish to watch ... but then again.. will this movie satisfy my logical brain that i used it daily to count my maths and understand my pathophysiology.. Oh well.. i think i shall give it a try this weekend.. just to see how can a 106 year old vampire fall in -love... it that so lame.. =)

-ivylim-

such a lousy and short hols.. =( .. din go ward for the past .... 3 days.. sigh... guilty again.. but at least stayed home to read my books... OH my CWU.. lame lame lame... tomorrow need go hunting for case then!!! with my hectic clinic in the afternoon... i wonder time will allow me to... lame lame lame ... bye!

-ivy . d lame gal -

Hi.. procastinated the whole Sat.. sigh.. the guilt feeling slowly 'budded' out from my mind.. it slowly tinged my feeling turning it into the fear of failing ... i need to do something now.. STOP PROCASTINATING!!! time to open ur books , JEAN! but first need to entertaint my brain to a resting state ---- go for a nap first *_* ... by all means.. i need to finish wat i suppose to read.. TODAY!!! rughhhh....

-ivylim-

Today is a Saturday morning. What am i doing now.. blogging?? Shud i be in bed , continuing me beauty sleep?? As a matter of fact, i was woken up by the landlord of my house who alwiz comes eagerly each month to collect our rent. When each month falls in, it would mean sacrificing my shopping allowance, which mean sacrificing my beloved blouse & shoes!!! - just nozzing around -

anyway, i feel terrible today. My procastinating side of me is trying to pull me back into the "dangerous" hole. The hole where is filled with laziness, care-free life and sleepy syndromes. How i wish i could close the hole for this 6 months until my final ends. Why am i so weak in overcoming the temptation of enjoyment?? I've already abandon my scheduled chapters to study, as usual. How sad, how bad could it be (since medicine posting is such a stressful and vast field to master), how mad am i.. I just wish, someone who just crack open my head and pull off the limbic system ( is that responsible for feelings?? .. thrown my neuroanatomy into the drain de ..Arghh.. )..

Oh jean.. u alwiz complained so much.. i guess this is me... the grumpy old grandma , Jean. What can i do to stop procastinating.. i dun wan to end up regretting when the exam is around the corner. I love medicine so much.. but interest ain't such a strong magnet to pull me out from the "euphoric" hole ; the hole where i shud say all lazy-bumps are lying comfortably.

Argg.. get something to work out.. mayb some shopping will do?? *_*

- ivy lim-

Sitting on my studying table, looking at the thick pages of the obstetric textbook that i need to cover, my determination to read was swapped away instantly. What interest me more was my beloved cozy lumpy bed. Why does this happen everynight... why are my squeeky eye felt so tired each nite.. was it bcoz of my lighting in my room.. or was my interest in studying had swayed away ever since next week will b the start of my hols. I hav no idea. I wanted to read, to finish off my procastinated assigned chapters .. but each day .. every excuse was entertained.

To avoid all this fuzz and guilt , i turn myself to the internet. Hoping to gain the latest issue or news, i ended up myself being addicted to the tvb drama , Moonlight resonance. Now as a an avid addict fan, i was troubled each night by each episode endings - hoping to know the story for the next episode. But honestly, tvb had managed to capture the heart of the audience creatively and i admire them for that.

well.. life's just so dynamically beautiful. Ever since i came to fifth year, i began to see the light of a doctor. Began to graps the principles of life or precisely, a doctor's life. Its dedication and love towards the responsibility. I wonder if i can ever fully own those values in future.. and react appropriately is something i learn which is very useful.

For now, there are a lot of things that i would love to do , but unable to make it happen. I feel that i am lost, and do not know where to start from. i guess i am still playing the game of life. time will tell.. what shud happen and why...

i still love life to the max!!! :) esp hols just around the corner... and me being a procastinator..

-ivylim-