Thursday, September 18, 2008

Sitting on my studying table, looking at the thick pages of the obstetric textbook that i need to cover, my determination to read was swapped away instantly. What interest me more was my beloved cozy lumpy bed. Why does this happen everynight... why are my squeeky eye felt so tired each nite.. was it bcoz of my lighting in my room.. or was my interest in studying had swayed away ever since next week will b the start of my hols. I hav no idea. I wanted to read, to finish off my procastinated assigned chapters .. but each day .. every excuse was entertained.

To avoid all this fuzz and guilt , i turn myself to the internet. Hoping to gain the latest issue or news, i ended up myself being addicted to the tvb drama , Moonlight resonance. Now as a an avid addict fan, i was troubled each night by each episode endings - hoping to know the story for the next episode. But honestly, tvb had managed to capture the heart of the audience creatively and i admire them for that.

well.. life's just so dynamically beautiful. Ever since i came to fifth year, i began to see the light of a doctor. Began to graps the principles of life or precisely, a doctor's life. Its dedication and love towards the responsibility. I wonder if i can ever fully own those values in future.. and react appropriately is something i learn which is very useful.

For now, there are a lot of things that i would love to do , but unable to make it happen. I feel that i am lost, and do not know where to start from. i guess i am still playing the game of life. time will tell.. what shud happen and why...

i still love life to the max!!! :) esp hols just around the corner... and me being a procastinator..

-ivylim-